The Tab

I’ve tried to respark the witty humor that I once had… That funny slight dry sense of humor that made some of you laugh… That sense of gratitude after a decent post…

Personally I’m done.  Between the complete absent connection I have with practically any one back home, and the job that has me working non-stop, though I shouldn’t complain seeing as it keeps my mind off the fact that when I attempt to talk to most any one, the conversation fall short of even a small chit chat.  It has me feeling bad for my family, they (mom) tries hard to make sure she stays in touch, but every time she does attempt it, I’m busy.  I try to keep in touch with her as well, but alas, work has me tied up.  Sadly, it has me tied up so I’m not occupied with burning desire to break something.

I can honestly say that the lack of communication between most people, and the many failed attempts at trying to reconnect with those “close” friends I held so dear, has made me lose my urge to even want to come to visit them.  I will be coming home soon… for a weekend.  In which I plan to see my family, get the remaining things I left behind, and leave.  Hell, I’m probably just being a douche in your eyes, and not seeing things for what is really going on.  I care not at this point.

Will I let any one know that I came?  Sure, after I’m gone.  Do I plan to return?  Yes, its my home.  Will I be staying….. no.

I will come home soon to see my family

Alas, I am done