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1:22amKevin

meh

tis life

i dont regret it or anything

i’m mature enough for that atleast lol

1:23amHeather

Yeah.

I try not to regret things, because I can’t change them, and they made me who I am today.

1:24amKevin

i just try to keep the best outlook on somethigns i can… keeps me from snapping again lol

i keep a philisophical look on many things

1:24amHeather

Well, the best outlook you could possibly have is that you have me as one of your bestest friends in the whole wide world and that I will choke a bitch if need be. =)

1:25amKevin

thats another reason i dont sweat thigns ^_^

cuz i know when things get too much for me… i got you and a body bag and we live close enough to the river

1:25amHeather

Rotfl.

1:25amKevin

no need to sweat anything lol

1:25amHeather

True that.

For starters… let me state that Halloween is my absolutley favorite holdiay!  What better holiday is there for kids?  Christmas? Fuck that… Its a greedy holiday where parents run around like mad looking for gifts for ungrateful kids and has become JUST that, instead of a holiday where you are about BEING together and happy and stuff.  I know that may sound awesome coming from me but hey… I’m sentimental too so ,|,,

Any who…. Halloween, favorite holiday….

and I woke up at 4 fucking pm…. my holiday is already half lost

Now ever since I was little we have gone down to my nana and papa’s house for this holiday to trick’or’treat.  I’m not very family oriented, nor am I one for family traditions, but ones that we have ACTUALLY kept since I was a year old are hard for me to want to break.

So I get up and start getting ready to go down to louisville, and mom and dad aren’t going for no reason at all (Well they have a reason but its just as lame as not having one =P).  So I ask tyler and atleast he wants to go, Travis is at a friend and tells me he doesn’t want to go.  So before my day even begins I have pretty much my whole family bailing on me, AND!!! my day is already half over.  i’m no stranger to people bailing on me… but wow.  This is time for a very sarcastic… Awesome -_-b  <–thumbs up incase you couldn’t tell…

Then we get down there catch up thats all sweet and fun… but I saw like 3 groups of kids tick’or’treat there all night…. I was </3 (heartbroken… I know there are some dense enough people to JUST see it as a less than three….) to see this.  Why the fuck wouldn’t kids want to come out on this day of days to get candy from strangers and have fun?  A night of fun and chaos and excitement run down to literally nothing.  So that was upsetting to the heart that this is all that is left of this wonderous holiday.

Me and Tyler had plans that night to go see a movie… /was/ going to go see Vampires Assistant…. and that went to hell from ‘GO’

Called up Smalley to see if he wanted to go.  His reply was only if he could get a sitter for bug.   I knew already that wasn’t going any where.  Spent the rest of the night trying to get a hold of a guy who has TWO cell phones and got VM every time even textedhim… nothing.  Lovin the irony there right?  And suddenly I’m left with no one.  Any one else I could think of (this leaves two) either would be out clubbing or financial problems, or the other doesn’t have a car to their name to come and meet me.

So I tried to get smalley to bring bug, again knew that wouldn’t go any where.  So me and Tyler leave to go see this movie alone…. and that lil fucker decides he doesn’t want to go either.

I just got fucking bailed on by my last remainging hope… The last family member that didn’t bail on me, and he finally bails on me… in the fucking car with me!…. on the way to the fucking movies!!!

Fucking epic!

Now lests put some sugar coating on the tooth ache of a holiday…. I go home, update my facebook with a bit of a temper, turn on my new 20in monitor hook it up to my laptop and try to  finish up season 4 of the x-men… and my comp locks up.  Seriously? -_-

Calm down… count to 10… go kill something…

I make an attempt to redirect some of the aggression into a video game… Ghostbusters to be exact.  While running around New York capturing ghosts…the fucker starts to fritz out on me…  At this point I have had it.  I am not about to waist another bit of my time for something else to go wrong.

Good night and Trick’or’treat you bastards ,|,,